Oh dear...

I haven't posted all summer. C:
Oh well.

School starts next Tuesday. and afterwards I am going to the ortho in hopes of getting my evil braces off. god i can't wait. though i wouldn't care if school didn't start until october. i wish it would.

school sucks.

MY SUMMER:
i did spanish 2 over the summer. that took a huge chunk outta my free time. -sad-
i went to yosemite and cambria. (i also did an 8 mile hike. EXHAUSTINGGGG)
i sat around and did nothing.
i read a ton.
i drew a little.
i tried wake boarding.
ouch it hurt really bad.
i read some more.
wrote a little.
watched a lot of tv.
shopped a TON.
readiness day sucked.

that's about it.......

So i'm Hiding what I'm feeling but I'm tired of holding this inside my Head

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Sweet. Sixteen.

So I'm 16.

Whipee!

did i spell that right?

uhhh it's been....boring. so far. i'm hoping there's going to be something more.

i've opened up two cards

one: from my grandparents. the card was sooo sweet and i loved it. + $25 check which i will cash soon.

two: fricken hannah montana card from family. it was one of those annoying cards that sing to you. and hannah montana was singing. just...ew. no.

so i told my mom earlier. like a month earlier, that i wanted the new iphone or contacts for my birthday.

guess what she got me.

a $50 visa gift card.

i asked her when i could open my gift and she said, "that is your gift."

great mom. that was realllllly original.

ya, my birthday sucks.

(except for the fact that my other grandparents are giving me $200. which i am veryyy happy about.)

i know i probably sound like an ungrateful snob with the whole "poor me i only got $50" show. but seriously, i'm disappointed. i would've thought she'd put more effort into the gift...

kinda makes me sad.

Oh hot Damn

i am not going to say "this is my jam". if that's what you thought i was going to say, well TOO BAD.

you know what i really love? the sound of the keyboard as my fingers fly across it. i really like that sound. i dont know why. you try it. just listen to the sound of it...clickity clack clack clack spacebar clicks A LOT. ok, enough of this random shit. back to the reallll juicy deets. ya, i just said deets. (which means 'details' for all of you dumbshits who don't understand........[i'm just kidding. you guys aren't dumbshits. i love you <3])

GETITHOTNOW:

So I just watched The Proposal. and.....

here's my review:

ILOVEDIT. ONEBILLIONSTARSFORYOU <3333

-end-

yes. that just about sums it up.

i went to see it yesterday night with my besty, Ariel. it was amazing. and you MUST WATCH IT NOW.

reasons to watch:

1. it's funny as hell

2. ryan reynolds is fucking HOT

3. i love the grandma in that movie [GAMMYYYY]

4. you will shit yourself laughing

5. funnyfunnyfunny

6. it seems like a chick flick but it's not really. i mean, it is A LITTLE BIT. but not really. there were a lot of guys there watching it too. THAT COULD BE YOU.

7. did i mention ryan reynolds is really hot?

8. i mean, c'mon, nobody noticed this dude before. i don't see why nobody did. he's amazing.

9. shame on you guys for not knowing who this guy is!

10. SHAMESHAMESHAME

11. ok. just watch the damn thing. it's funny as hell. literally.

now GOGOGOGOGOGO!

on a much brighter note:

i took ariel to see the torrey pines campus cuz we were near it (we went to the highlands to see the movie)

this was around 10 PM. it was dark. there were some lights. so i showed her around. she wanted to see the track so i decided to take her there last, as the icing on top of the cake, ya know? cuz the track is the only thing i love about this damn--nvm that's not the point. off topic. ADD. jesus.

so we get to the track after majorly working out on the patch [oh ya, buffin it up]. and we see this light. a flashlight kinda light. so i'm looking around and trying to identify the source. and guess what?

i spot it alright. it's this dude. and..

HE'S ON TOP OF THE FUCKING FOOTBALL GOALPOST. JUST SITTING THERE. LIKE A FREAK.

we ran outta there like there was no tomorrow. i'm not even kidding. we even saw this suspicious looking car out in the parking lot. and it wasn't there when we first got there.

haha good times......

I fucking hate my life

no heart this time.

I...

I want to give you my yellow card.

<3

Catcher in the Rye

I'm going to do a Holden post. For those of you who have read The Catcher in the Rye, you will be able to understand this joke :]

Beginning now:

One of the things I really hate is disappointing people. I really do. It's just so goddam annoying to hear someone say, "you disappoint me." Because then I worry about not disappointing them and it gets me into situations I don't want to be in. I do everything I can to not disappoint them, I don't even make my own damn choices. And it annoys the hell out of me. It really does. 

Anyways, that's the issue with violin. I'm a pretty lazy person, I have to admit. Lazy as hell. Sometimes I just don't feel like practicing violin. It just seems so goddam stupid. So my violin teacher, Bridget, becomes disappointed when I don't practice. I worry about disappointing old Bridget. It really kills me. And not in a good way. I feel so goddam awful when I don't practice. I even wonder why the hell I'm playing the violin if I don't feel motivated. Don't get me wrong, I'm motivated sometimes, just not most.

Anyways, I don't really want to go into details. I really don't. Because honestly, it bores me. 

Sleep tight, ya morons!

 Dylden (mix of Holden and Dylan)

PS: I think all of us have a little Holden deep down inside. But most of us don't embrace that. :]